I havnt used livejournal in SOOO long. But considering the insane amount of shit that happened this weekend, now seems to be a good time to do so ( Read more... )

Happy dates are the best ones. And I havnt been on a happy date in so long. Where the goodnight kisses just arent enough, because you dont want the night to end ( Read more... )

So very much and so very little has gone one since the last time I typed, in May. I of course, graduated high school, finally, only to be hit with gale force winds (at least it seemed that way) at the ceremony and having to run for our lives. On top of that they forgot my name in the program and lost my diploma, but I got new ones, so it was just ( Read more... )

but blah... I am today. Im tired of being used and taken advantage of by half of st louis, especially by the people I go out of my way for time and time again. I dont know what to do.. and I dont feel like typing. Oh well.

I had this crazy dream where I was with Pat, and we went to Kristens, and Mike was there I think, and Pat hooked up with Kristen and I was so jealous. It was strange. Yeah.

Is that true? Because for 6 months Ive wanted to know what the hell was wrong with me... why? Now I know that it wasnt just me... It was both of us. Everyone always said the way it happened, it seemed like he was looking for a reason to end it, and now I know he was. Should I feel better? Knowing I didnt totally screw everything up in one day, but ( Read more... )

Wow, So much has been going on. Lets see. Business is taking off. I started working with John Mancuso. He is the nicest guy ever. Ive had a few shows with him, and they were both a huge success. Since then, I have been getting so many bands coming to me with gig requests and contact info, demos, etc. School is going alright. I landed a role in "How ( Read more... )

Soo... guess what kids. Me being lovesick.. it just continues. I have a thing for this kid Chris.. Chris "sunshine" taylor. Ive known him for almost a year, and Ive had intrest for almost as long as I have known him.. but I was with Josh.. then when we came back to school I was so engrossed with Patrick, then Mike... finally I got a deep breath and ( Read more... )

Dude... arrggh! So yeah, last night Mike says he just wants to be friends. Thats bullshit.. after all I did for that guy.. all I gave up. Im so tired of it. I cant do this anymore! I am just giving up till someone finds me.. and I mean it this time. Whoever wants me needs to take thier own damn iniiative ( Read more... )

I drank way way way too fucking much last night. And oh.. I like mike. hehe