i need a new place to live.

fuck.

any takers?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEN!!!!

♥

im grounded. it fucking sucks. and suspended. snitches should fuck off and rot.

i miss rob alot. im so stupid i should have never let him go. but now there's a new bitch in his mind.

fuck it.

<3

wow.

hearing what my ex thought of me while we were dating really fucking hurts.

was i really that shitty of a girlfriend?

i fucking give up.

i'll never fucking be good enough for anyone.

end of story.

fuck off.

the whole thing with katie magle dying has really been bothering me lately. i didn't talk to her that much at st.tommies, let alone anyone. but i did at mercy and started to more this year. im just in total complete shock. its not fair that she died. its just not fair. i started talking to kyle smith again, i miss that boy, we used to be best ( Read more... )

today was alrite. the past couple of days, all i've been doing really is smoking. big shock there. i really want to try some more drugs..anything but herione..even tho i hate snorting..im willing to try something. well anyways. today was alrite, went out to eat with my mom and sister, ofcourse we fought the whole time what else is new. on the ( Read more... )

i'm sick of crying over you.

so the show was alrite. in the beginning i smoked, and drank, drank some more. passed out in the girls bathroom, brittany and the one security check that i gave a 40 helped me out. uhhhm so yeah i have a crush on him, and i should have talked to him but i didn't, i really really wanted to hook up with him =/. it's so damn cold, its snowing like a ( Read more... )

i'm sick of trying to make my dad happy and pleased with me. he's telling me, i'll have to go to court for the fucking laptop which i had nothing to fucking do with. i tell them all they can all give me a fucking lie detector test, and my dad's like "let the judge decide". i dont know why this makes me really upset but it really fucking does. ( Read more... )

i've been thinking way too into certain things lately. i've upshed it aside, about a year ago and now it's like coming back to haunt me. not haunt, just i cant stop thinking about it, it is killing me. but oh well life's a fucking drag anyways ( Read more... )

LONG AWAITED PICTURE POST!.

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