my weekend in a nutshell ( Read more... )

dude, im so sick and it sucks.i JUST got done being sick too. i found a lump in my breast and it scares me, even though its probably just fatty tissue or something it still scared me. i dont know how ive become so unhealthy lately. since like, november. i eat a lot, and anytime i eat anything, even if its just a sandwhich, my stomach hurts. still ( Read more... )

so i didnt go to school today. again. am i really doing this for real? im about to get ready and go job hunting and im very excited. i realize that i dont really have a choice, but to work full time. if im going to move out by summertime, i need money. there is no way i'll have enough money if im at the prison. there is no way i'll have enough ( Read more... )

im fucking DONE with high school. i'm done wasting my time in a prison im forced to be at for no reason. time for me to start looking for a full time job, make some money, and start my life. its time to start what im truely passionate about, which is doing hair, and NOTHING could make me happier then to start my career as soon as humanly possible ( Read more... )

picture perfect. EXACTLY what i wanted and what i needed. happy. elaited. excited. head over heals. apparently, i was wayyyy over my head. one minute things are perfect. the next, we need to talk. its on its off, we're hitting it off, but no. not good enough. you hold me when you're sleeping, and pull me in closer. you wake up next to me and smile ( Read more... )

okay, something is seriously not right here. and im starting to get scared. 94 pounds. and im not even trying to loose weight. i haven't in god knows how long. i eat like a pig, im a carb freak, not to mention sugar addict, i feel like all i do is eat, but why have i lost 10 pounds in the past month? where has allllll of the food i've eaten gone? ( Read more... )

its time for me to write to myself. a reflection on everything, and admit my feelings to myself ( Read more... )

im bored, and at home which i dont like. and im high. so im going to write a journal entry ( Read more... )

dude fuck it. i dont even care anymore, and im not gunna waste my damn time. and if you cant see what youre doing, then thats really fuckin pathetic. and im better than that. so fuck you, and i hope you have fun.

best birthday ever!!!!!!!!!!!

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