i figured out why it always comes back. i make it come back. i answer the phone. and sometimes, im even dialing the number. why has this developed into a serious addiction? its not even a substance, its a person. i wonder if its from the addictive trait that i forget what the proper term is that is inherited in my family. thats mostly sfor ( Read more... )

i just did a drive-by at bedford and i got really sad :(

it seems like so long ago i used to live there, sooo many memories! im thinking once its warm out, a streaking in the park needs to happen!

It's like you're a drug ( Read more... )

dude this weekend.....shiiiiiitttt i cant wait!!!!!!!!! PARTY TIME UP AT CHOW CHOWS!!!!!!!!!!

my mom is a fucking bitch and needs to die already.

please exuse my huge cockiness of this entry...im needing a big ego boost and im giving it to myself because hey, i deserve it ( Read more... )

yet again, another fight with devin arrises

i just had a little sex therapy, and it kind of helped the awfulness i feel right now. it was good sex, but its only going to last me through the night and then tomorrow ill feel shitty again.

lucas has a girlfriend......not only does he have a girlfriend, but shes black!!!!!!!! i know i may sound incredbily racist right now, but this is shocking. i dont understand, how you can go from cute little white girl from the city, to a black girl. this is fucking with my head hahahaha. SHES BLACK!!!!!! this is so weird to me!!!!!!! i sound so ( Read more... )

i hate the way i look.