no food 14 days. the end.
5/16-- day one

I
always
panic
when
someone
says
"I need to talk
with you"

every calorie is a fucking war.

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"Jamaica Juice" (rum, splints of sugar cane, tea bag & some lovely leaves)

I'm finally able to relax.
it feels a bit peculiar
but at least i know deep down that it will get easier
& im used to it by now
i have faith
& i like it
<3

i will not eat tomorrow.
not one fucking bite.
goodnight.

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a membership to 24hr fitness is hands down the best investment i've yet to make this year.
adios flub.
i'm off to the gym.