damn its been a long week and im so glad its finally over. its been too long since i could just relax. i guess its my fault for leaving things to the last min, but still. sigh. what a relief it is to not have to worry about tests for another 2 days. just think after this week i get two more weeks of rest. and then after another six weeks, im done ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wonder about you,
And I wonder if you think about me too.
If you do…
Are they good memories,
Or are they bad?
Are you grateful to be rid of me,
Or are you sad?
I do wonder… I really do,
If you think about me as much as I of you.

---YK

I look back… and think, it’s funny really. I wrote you this poem… which I believe to be quiet beautiful.  I am no artist, I admit, but you were an inspiration.  And now, when I look back, I laugh at how I could have ever been motivated by you.  But hey… at least I got a nice poem out of it :)

If you ask me
“Why do you love me”
To be ( Read more... )

…and as I sit here, reading… I finally come to realize that it’s done. We are done. There is nothing left to say, nothing left to hope for. You’ve gotten over it… and although it took me the longest time to get my head straightened… I am over it. Oh goodness, you have no idea how relieving it is to say that. To be honest, I really don’t know what I ( Read more... )

So… being awake at 5am in the morning is probably NOT very healthy… considering that I slept around midnight. WHAT THE HECK. Do i really not need that many hours of sleep?  Because I thought I did… unless I was wrong… GASP.  But seriously, I should not be awake writing this right now.  And damn, I need to improve on volleyball… terrible terrible ( Read more... )

A long time ago I realized that forever is just a word.  I think a part of me always knew this was true.. but never admitted it.  That’s why it was so hard to bring down the walls.. but I did.  Always said, “There’s nothing you can’t do if you put your mind to it,” and I was right.  Of course, I should have known why those walls were so hard to ( Read more... )

There are times when I wonder what the hell really happened you know. Like what the hell did we do so wrong that it ended up like this. Notice i didn't say, what the hell did you do so wrong, or what the hell did I do so wrong.. because I think we’re both at that point where we can afford to admit that we’ve been pretty shitty to each other. Things ( Read more... )

Frustrated because I can't tell if it's real,
Mad because I don't know how you feel.
Upset because we can't make it right...
Sad because I need you day and night.
Angry because you won't take my hand,
Aggravated because you don't understand.
Disappointed that we can't be together,
But still... I will love you forever.

I'm raising my...
I'm raising my white flag,
Got my hands up in the air.
Because I surrender...
I surrender.
It's tearing my heart to pieces...
But I surrender.

--Glenn Lewis

Because i tried not giving up,
But it blew up in my face.
I don't wanna cry your tears no more...
I know you're sorry,
But i'm walking away.

And I've cried so many nights,
That I've had to catch my breath.
 Don't need your hands to dry my eyes...
Because I'm stronger,
And there's no tears left...

No more controlling me,
Can't break me down, down, down,
No ( Read more... )