its been so long i cant even remember when the last time i really wrote in this thing...i do know tht i started it for brandon a long time ago..now neither one of us really us it much at all...i know tht today tho i think i should start again....for reason of my own is the only explantion as to y im doing this again....maybe since im here i should ( Read more... )

well...working all the time is gettin to me. im so tired all of the time. i hardly get to see brandon and when i do its just for a few hours. we did have 1 day off together in about a month and most of the time we were out doing stuff.....we do get tomorrow off together but we have to spend time with his grandparents but i dont mind cuz i like them ( Read more... )

well....lately all i have really been doing is work! i got a full time job now at that new foodlion that just opened up...im gettin 9.25 an hour! ITS ABOUT DAMEN TIME! I WORK ALL THESE DANG ON JOBS AT OTHER STORES AND ONLY GOT PART-TIME PAY! I DESERVE THIS PAY! HAVING ME GO THRU EVERY DEPT. anyways....i had 2 days off outta what....a month....i ( Read more... )

ok i am at manda moos house. im chillin wit her mama too.....work sucks cuz im there ALL THE TIME!!!!!! I HAVENT HAD A REAL DAY OFF IN OVER A MONTH!!!! but on to better things.....today is manda moos birthday....everyone must say happy birthday or ima kick your ass. i have to work at her store 5 days in a row....that makes 7 days in a row which ( Read more... )

Happy 4th of July!......love u brandon

yesterday dad took me to see my air force recruiter....all i wanted to do yesterday was to get some information about the air force to help me decided on what i should do with the rest of my life. the recruiter told me everything i wanted to know and also told me so things i didnt know but i had to know. on the way home dad asked me what the ( Read more... )

well...its 12:03 in the morning...i just got off the phone with brandon..we are both a lil upset...me more for the most part. things just did not go very well for us....my day wasnt all upsetting tho. i did hang out with seth and some of my friends at a bbq. it was nice. i was able to see seth before he left for basic and a.i.t. i a week. he is ( Read more... )

well...in 5 days i will be outta high school...yes it is almost graduation day...there are so many parties and things to do before then that everyone wants to do its not even funny. other than that...nothing new on that subject ( Read more... )

well, since the last time i updated...i got a job...go me!! thats about it. nothing much has happened. things are alright i guess. i have some things i need to do today and things i need to do over time. i just wanna fight someone but hey...i cant do that cuz im a "nice girl" and i "wouldnt hurt anyone"..omg i dont know where ppl get these ideas ( Read more... )

well its been 2 days since my birthday...nothing really happened...i had brandon so i was happy...my dad was being all rude and mean like to him and to me....18 isnt all that great like ppl make it out to believe....i got a job so i guess that is the best thing that has happened during my week...now the weekend im looking forward too...maybe this ( Read more... )