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Most Selfish award should go to me
Okay so I have been a little pissed and deeply hurt about my father not returning my calls the past six months. The fact that I had one phone call during the whole time. And well I've basically written out of my life the past month and I walk in from work check my messages btw I was pretty emotional because P****** came in for a massage after not ( Read more... ) -
Boring uneventful Post
After a bad few days. Life is good right now. I am at my happiest today. I have no idea why. Shopping always does the trick. I didn't buy anything major. Depending on how much money I make this week. Just a rug and a candle. I have some major bills due soon and I need to hold on to the money I have. I hope I sleep good. Being having weird dreams. ( Read more... ) -
Him
I had a dream about the ex in a room with water rising. so I looked online what that may mean and this is what I got:
To dream that water is rising up in your house, signifies your struggles and overwhelming emotions.I don't know. Oh well. That dream kind of freaked me out. I hadn't thought of him in the way I was thinking of him in my dream in ( Read more... ) -
Sept. 17
Today was the first day of work. It was fun. And interesting. Too tired. Gonna take a hot bath. -
My Week
9/5 ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
Happy to feel normal again. I didn't do anything bad. I just hung out with *T*. I can breathe again. Now I just have to focus on studying. For the next 8 days. -
On the verge of tears
I feel like he is going to find me out. Yesterday we were supposed to go out but I had to cancel. I was honest. I was feeling anxiety like I had heavy weight on my chest. I feel completely anti-social. Something (by his reaction) he knows nothing about. He thought it was something I could just get over by going out. He didn't get it. I wasn't the ( Read more... ) -
Can't bring me down
Okay yesterday if anyone talked to me during the day I might have been a tinsy bit bitchy or blah. I was so over summer. It was a very warm day and I wanted it to be over already. Well today I am singing a different tune (don't worry I am not really singing) and well summer is okay by me. Maybe because it is only been 80degrees today. Its been ( Read more... ) -
About time for a post
Just about to leave for dinner ( Read more... ) -
Sucky Day
OMG I totally hate taking the bus. I mean it started out okay but after five buses I am like so tired. My legs are so tired. I know I walked about 3 miles today. Well I guess that is good for my health. I walk at a face pace when I take the bus because I am scared of missing it. I guess I am not the only one that gets confused at first. I talked to ( Read more... )