well i guess this thing just all of a sudden decided to work and im really t.o.ed because i got my xanga all looking good and now i dont know which one to use >:|

just look at my xanga...

www.xanga.com/turn_to_ashes

And I'm drinking the ink from my pen

And I'm balancing history books up on my head

And it all boils down to one quotable phrase

"If you love something, give it away."

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i have never ever felt my heart shatter like that before. i am not setting myself up for a heartbreak again. and thats a fact.

friday i went to my dads and fell asleep early during love actually. they are so obsessed with chick flicks. i had alot on my mind though so i was really glad to be away from it all for a while.

on saturday i woke up at  6 ( Read more... )

this just may be the worst feeling i have ever felt. i can't beleive this has happened. after everything i have sacrificed for you. and in a second... its all gone. i literally felt my heart rip in half. my jaw just dropped. i cried myself to sleep last night. how could this be happening? i need some comfort. i am going to my dads tonite. hopefully ( Read more... )

I have been feeling so weird lately. indescribable. I need to spend some time to myself and finsih my room, do my make-up, take some new pictures (and upload them), and clean up this damn computer desk. you dont even understand how messy it is. i can barely see the computer screen. I really dont know why i am telling you this.

i really wish we ( Read more... )

Take the quiz: "Which Laguna Beach Character are You?"

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holy crap man! i just dyed my hair. i told you i wanted to dye it so i did. right now im waiting for it to dry (because i refuse to blow dry my hair). and right now its looking pretty red... well no that red more like this. but im doing a multi color thing. like i bought this crap for my whole head. then im doing some streaks with blonde and brown. ( Read more... )

wow
this morning i have been just messing withh my room. i have decided i am going to paint yellow and white stripes on only two walls. its gonna look good. and if dont like it. then dont look at it.

I am suppose to clean up my computer desk haha. it is so effing messy. theres shit everywhhere. and its in mo's room so shes really pissed. goodness i ( Read more... )

so softball practice is on tuesdays and thursdays from 5:30-7:30. i <3 softball and i cant wait for this season. softball is truly the best wonders of life ( Read more... )

so, i havnt updated this thing in a while and i could really care less ( Read more... )