Yesterday I learned that you prep when you mark time. :)
and that 1 of 5 is 20%
"your so mean, you dont get it." "how the heck am i mean?!" "ill prove it to you - hey mark! - doesent she have beautiful eyes" "yeah your eyes are really awesome"
i cant spend this time in my house, it leads to me thinking, which leads to bad things. i like when i have to keep running to keep up. why do i still feel like im worthless, worth nothing to nobody?