Ya know i think about how my life was 3 years ago....and i see how far ive come. And it astounds me. Im proud of myself. Things were bad for awhile. For too long. I didn't like myself. I wasn't good to myself. Some really bad days. alone. Afraid. trying to escape through alcohol, and even drugs. Just not caring, remember how close i came to losing ( Read more... )

well i did it, broke up with jamie. and actually i feel really good. i needed to do it and actually i dont regret anything except maybe waiting so long. but for the first time she was honest with me- i told her i couldnt do it anymore. i told her the things i knew and at first she denied them but then broke down and told me she was in love with ( Read more... )

NAME: rainbo ( Read more... )

its almost 3am...ive gotta be up at 8 ( Read more... )

im scared. of myself sometimes. i feel myself giving up. on people, on my future, on love. she's broken me. but still i can't leave her. im so weak. is it all worth it ( Read more... )

why do i have the shittiest fucking luck ( Read more... )

i actually got a day off! holy shit lol
im just sitting here being a lazy ass, enjoying it much.

i have never been so busy in my entire life ( Read more... )

I skipped work today ( Read more... )

im sitting here at school finnaly enrolling. im so depressed. i miss new york ( Read more... )