I realized today that there is no possible way this is going to work. He makes me feel too anxious, and I annoy him just about all the time. And I hate feeling like I'm the problem. He's unreliable, all his friends think so, but I can't say so because that would break 'guy code.' And we just aren't the same as how we started. We were crazy about ( Read more... )

So I'm home. I hate home. I've been here for less than 24 hours and already my mom has me on a cleaning adventure, my dad freaked out on me because of the 'tone of my voice,' and I had to wake up at 8AM to make my mom Mothers Day Breakfast in Bed.. after which she complained that it was too late, and that the jello was of the wrong consistency and ( Read more... )

It's funny how everything can be so perfect, and so wrong at the same time ( Read more... )

.. is going to suck ( Read more... )

Life is just so good sometimes!
And moments like these make everything else worth it.
I need to learn to remember these moments better.
But now, my heart is beating fast, and I can't catch my breath, and I just can't stop smiling!

I'm really drunk right now so obviously writing right now is such an amazing idea.. but apprently its supposed to be more truthful so whatever ( Read more... )

I need to stop over analyzing everything. Just let it be. It's not a competition. Even though it really is. And I'm losing ( Read more... )

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Man I really hate my mood swings. I had a really good day and a half. I hung out at BARH last night with Allison, Ashley, and Sarah. Sarah cut and dyed both mine and ashleys hair. It's funny how i do spur of the moment things like that. The cut isn't too bad, just hinders my attempt to grow it long again. We bought blond dye for me but it basically ( Read more... )