mom

please speak slowly, my heart's still learning

Can somebody PLLLLEEASSSSSEEEEEEEEEEEE teach me not to care so fucking much? Now a days there is only a certain limit to how much people should care or else everybody will just walk all over you.

Fuck
Fuck
Fuck

BURRY ME!

Did you think that I would cry?
On the phone?
Do you know what it feels like?
Being alone?
All find someone new....

Swing Swing Swing
From the tangles of
My heart is crushed by a former love
Can
You
Help
Me
Find a way to carry on
Again?

Matt called me... well this is after I emailed him telling him I missed him. God, I feel like I am losing the game. He is working really hard, he found his own apartment (THANK GOD! no tacky ass ex roomate who erases my messages and locks himself in his room whenever I come over). He casually mentions that now that he lives alone I can spend the ( Read more... )

I just finished watching Mulholland Drive.... wow ( Read more... )

Day 1

here we go....

I swear to God I am so fat! I need to lose weight. I am going to join 24 hour fitness. I am going to stop eating! I am going to cut some of this extra dead weight out of my life soon. No more doing things the way I dont want to do it. From now on forget what you know about me. Tomorrow when I wake up its going to be like the birth of a new person. ( Read more... )

I always forget that I want more then I deserve. Then I have to put myself in my place! I need a cigarette!

the next paycheck I get, I am buying this shirt!


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