i think i have let everyone down. school is finally getting to be really challenging. hardly anyone thinks that sean and i should be together. my friends here think i ditch them or whatever they want to call it. my friends at home think i forgot them or also ditched them. i dont know what to do. sometimes i think i am truely happy. but than i think ( Read more... )

seriously. why do i have such a problem with boys. maybe they are all assholes. They talk to me until they find out i don't like them.. like that... then they don't talk to me. well. peter is just a tool ( Read more... )

get. some. balls ( Read more... )

don't start thinking ( Read more... )

i hate my life right now

god.
college sucks
maybe i'm just sucky at making friends (or keeping them)

i want my friends. and a drink. and someone who doesn't judge me for having an occasional clove

damn

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i should have known

i think this is it.

concordia.

it's right.

it would be easy to transfer from a private to public school if i didnt like it

i freakin' give up ( Read more... )