I don't know if he's gone. or if he's just away for a while. Im pretty sure hes just away on business.
but that doesn't matter at all.
I really really really need to start a major job search.
panera
carmike
london theater
??
anyway.

goodnight

i think

so everytime i think things are falling into place... well... they aren't.
Most of it is just getting worse.
i hate watching this happen.
i don't mind him being gone.

i love spanish

oh and accents.

and tonight... the harry potter party. I'm freakin excited. gettin my face painted. yep.

not.

im really gettin sick of this. and im growing apart and growing with anger. this week summed up. I'm either with my family or on the computer.

everything is just getting worse.

I feel distant for one
i feel pissed for two
and im getting friggen(dalkjfds) sick of this home thing.

and yeah
ill fucking swear when i want to.
fuck off

Intense week. very tired right now. maybe mall of america tomorrow. we will see.
I can't make up my mind... should i call him

anyway

parents home now

just breathe.

hey dude
yeah yeah
ummmmm
tomorrow nghight dram hnight
so n=tongiht
its the atual nigh
and borja
hes gone
hahahahah
i read haryy paotter
i lov ehim
hes so brave
i want to be a withc night
looooooooov eyou

i relal ov everyone

Ok. So i guess i need to update. it's been a while, but quite a lot has been going on. I guess i just don't sit on the computer to waste time anymore... it's definatly a good thing, but sometimes i can't update when i really need to. I miss hanging out with alissa alot. perhaps today ( Read more... )

god im drunk. if you are one of the many people who dont give a shit about me.... don't read this. \
my mom is a little mad im drunk. but i dont think she cares.

we will make it through this shit

dads home.... woooooooops

Ok... I guess i will update real quick before i have to babysit because i guess i don't ever update anymore. I hate it when my dad is like he was last night. I told him there was a spider on the floor and i don't really like spiders so he says to pick it up and walks away. me: dad would you pick it up i really dont like spiders. him: Well i guess ( Read more... )