It's over. I miss her. I love her. But I am trying to gain the confidence to go out there and meet new people and live my life ( Read more... )

She needs space. I'm torn. I have to give it to her, but if I lose her in the process- I don't know what will happen ( Read more... )

I am lost. I am so head over heels in love with Sarah that I cannot think of anything except for being with her ( Read more... )

With courage comes great responisibility. I changed it a bit, but it's true. We can't be afraid of going for it. We can't be afraid of confronting someone just because we are unsure of how it may end ( Read more... )

I find myself wondering recently if I am supposed to be this unsure. I need some reassurance about my love life. Granted, every time I bring it up with her I am constantly trying to hide this fact ( Read more... )

I have new year's resolutions FINALLY:

1) Financial planning
2) Find a new job
3) Refuse to be the person my family comes to with their problems
4) Become more of an impartial judge
5) Focus on maintaining a healthy mind, body and heart.

A HUGE list to tackle, but a very important one I believe.

I came to the realization last night that I am my own worst enemy. I mean, most people know that and deal with themselves in an appropriate matter. However, I am not most people. I have spent the past three weeks completely miserable at work, and for what? To just complain and be in a permanent bad mood is not a decision I was consciously making ( Read more... )

I was reading an article that mentioned (very briefly) that lyrics should not be considered poetry. What about poetry that turns into lyrics. More often than not, my poetry turns into a melody in my head. If I manage to get my career off the ground, my poetry would turn into my lyrics for music ( Read more... )

Is lingerie really necessary? I just bought a matching bra and underwear set which I am wearing, and although I like that I'm matching- isn't the purpose for someone else to see it? Isn't the purpose for someone else to be turned on by it? I don't think my sig-other cares what my underwear looks like. She'd rather just see me naked ( Read more... )

Yesterday, I was at work when my boss and a guest came over and looked at the Globe. He then proceeded to tell me about his upcoming trip to Antarctica (which he doesn't know I know about- I've been helping them plan this trip for months.) ANYWAY. He then looks at his friend and said, "I don't even know where Antarctica is, do you? I know we have ( Read more... )