BUT I STILL WANT TO WRITE ( Read more... )

i hate relationships. i decided to stay home for the night. i could've gone out.. but decided to stay home. i havent been home like this in a while. it seems as tho life is just flying right past me. i wake up. go to work. go out at night with " people" .. go home... wake up.. go to work.. you get the point. i party hard on weekends, but it seems ( Read more... )

i just thought about the STATUS feeling with deon. i like him so much because i know he really loves me , but most of all because i can floss. get it?? no?? GOOD. but if u got it.. please dnt judge me.

i feel like writing about shiet. im confused as to what i should do about deon and i. I love him. I know he loves me more than I love him. so doesnt dat mean something??? i want to get bak with him but at the same time i want to be with charleston and andres ;( but deon is super duper cute... im confused. hes coming over tomorrow because we're ( Read more... )

yesterday was our one month anniversary!!!!!!!

so life is oh so nice again. im in love again. i feel sweet. i feel innocent. i feel like i swore id never feel again... COMPLETE. i swore i was never going to give myself completely to someone.. open up myself to someone ever again.. love again.. care again... cry again... front again.. but LOOK AT ME... I'm IN LOVE. I'm HAPPY. Im like an open ( Read more... )

i want to update.. but i wont...

guys!!!!!!!

im so happy.

so so so so happy. i thank GOD for putting him in my life. One day everybody is going to meet him. We got together last week thursday morning... at 4 am... right after a WHOLE LOTTA drama... hes my pimp juice... and i like him a whole lot... a lot a lot a lot. THANK YOU GOD.

its so hot.. ugh ( Read more... )

you guys im on love...LOL ( Read more... )