..I tried..I REALLY tried…to keep my personal shit personal this time ( Read more... )

Fuck yesterday...I thought i was gonna be all fucked up having to go to sprint and see her ...but she was to..and called me in the morning saying she wanted to push the time to change the phone back cause her stomach hurt...i knew it was about coming to see me...we talked for about an hour i could tell she had been crying ( Read more... )

Im laying here...the apartment looks alot better than what i walked into at 8 am...wow....I instantly started crying....my home...our home...empty....A T.V,Couch,Cofee table...that was about it.....She has a boyfriend now...as much as i can act like it doesnt bother me...my heart is in a million pieces..but im starting to find them....its gonna ( Read more... )

Anyone Seen this girl?....Shes been missing a little while....And give you anything i have to get her back


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I still dont know how this all fell apart..i just looked at about 900 pictures "Litterally" of Sarah And I..and how it got here....I have no idea....I miss my wife...BAD....Im laying here...I cant sleep...its 4 am..she will be here soon to move out or our place...I dont know how im going to take this ( Read more... )

I hate you...what once was the most beautifull person that i would have gotten on my knees and did anything for is now the evilest person ive ever met in my life ( Read more... )

This journal always finds me in a heartbreak or rough patch in my life........well this post proves no diffrent...and the reason i can write in this one and be honest is because the person...doesnt know this even exsists.......so over the last 2 months my engagement was slowly falling apart...and this time it wasnt my fault.....maybe part of it was ( Read more... )

Yay look at me im one of those kids whos follows what everyone else does because its cool to be a follower....and have a click and prank call people cause i dont really have much talent or a life so i dont have much else to do....

what a fucking fag...

it did make for a semi humerous conversation though

OK so sometimes you gotta do shit for friends i suppose ( Read more... )

So the record is shaping up nicely...ive been writing with Jeremy From Crippled Nation alot.....and weve had some COOL fucking guests over to the studio....

anyway......all is well...tour starts with Shinedown on the 18th....

My hair is getting long....but i think i may cut it all off tomorrow....

...anyway....im out...to much shit to do

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