i feel tired and restless at the same time. i feel a little bit melancholy. i feel the need to see em again. i feel pressure. i feel computer buttons. i feel inspired. i feel lonely. i feel like taking my clothes off. i feel feelings. i feel past tense. i feel like listening to jared's answering machine.

hello every one, why do i go on these brakes i don't know ( Read more... )

emily steals all my entries

so here is my higher slef with a message for all my friends. I haven't seen a lot of u lately, but i think the stress level is on full volume. Its high here too, but i have this beautiful realization that things are temporary and everything is going to be just fine. i don't know where it's coming from but it is something i see right in front ( Read more... )

so i'm watching american beauty for the millionth time but this time in my english class. and it's that pivotal scene where the two kids are watching the floating bag and starts up his monologue (which i'm sure we've all scene plenty of bad renditions of in drama classes) and im starting to get teary eyed and right before "sometimes there's so so ( Read more... )

happy easter ( Read more... )

so i was looking at some of my old journals and realized i like to say things like love love love, or fabulous fabulous fabulous, or madonna madonna madonna, but always in threes ( Read more... )

got my wallet back, ya just got to know how to work the karma ( Read more... )

i had a week of errors ( Read more... )

so i said "i'm not anti pussy ( Read more... )