I am leaving for London in less than 2 weeks and I am absolutely terrified. For a number of reasons. First off, I will miss my family and friends, and Matt especially him. I want our relationship to make it. I hope everyday that it will and I have faith. Life just won't be the same without seeing him everyday... but in all things, life goes on and ( Read more... )

My 21st birthday was yesterday and I started celebrating in anticipation of it at 11:57 pm on September 1st. At this time precisely, I was in ABC Liquors in Tallahassee perusing the liquor and wine shelves for what would be the best statement to make with my first alcoholic purchase. Did I want to be the girly girl who wussed out and bought bitch ( Read more... )

Holy shit... I need to stop having weird, freaky dreams that I can't seem to control. My subconscious is whacked. I think I prefer the stability of reality.

I feel a little weird...as though I've grown up or something. I don't feel like a little girl anymore. It's strange, I keep thinking about him and it's like I get that fluttery infatuated feeling in my heart that I used to when we first started going out...am I in love? I don't know. I love him though, very much ( Read more... )

I got a little teary yesterday when Dad came up to Tallahassee to help me pack. Matt rode down with PJ, and I'm very happy that we will be able to spend so much time together over the summer. We've been dating for almost 8 months now...he's so good, so amazing, thank God he's in my life...he keeps me grounded. I'm gonna miss all the good times I ( Read more... )

I will never forget this day as long as I live. wow.

It's such a pretty day outside and the weather is nice. I like it when we have a breeze. This morning I rode my bike in such thick fog I couldn't see 15 feet in front of me. It was great. I'm very content today, but very sympathetic toward's my sister's current troubles. I seriously wanna kick this stupid-ass Brit in the nuts for messing with her ( Read more... )

I'm a Theatre Major!! And it rocks :-) I have a Scene Tech Lab from 2-5 on Thursdays and I'm so excited about it because we will actually be constructing sets for the mainstage shows Evita and Romeo and Juliet. I've never built anything before and I've never really done carpentry stuff with tools but it sounds amazing. In other news, Meredith, ( Read more... )

Christmas was great and DJ's birthday celebration at Buca Di Beppo's was tons of fun. I bought him the movie Hero on DVD because we both saw it together in Tally and he seemed to like it especially. After the restaurant we went back and Matt (O'Brien) and DJ practically forced me to watch Boondock Saints (which wasn't that bad except for the fact ( Read more... )

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY, DJ ( Read more... )