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Not a soul will read this; Type peacefully, self.
I loath that so little in life is actually within out "control." If not for the teasing it gives us, for the sheer fact that it's a badly played chess game. I loath that there's more pawns than rooks, or knights, bishops, kings or queens. Looking at the chessboard of life, is fucking scary, but that's well out of my own ballpark. It's scary enough ( Read more... ) -
Happiness is a dream we always wake up from..
After all these years, after all that precariously has happened, I'm still not a happy individual. For years as a child I grew up feeling weird, off, not right, a black sheep....Now that I've grown more, one knows exactly why. For almost as long as I can literally remember, I've been depressed, and anxious. I had my first glimpse into it as a ( Read more... ) -
Thank You..
Thank you Gran, for everything ( Read more... ) -
"Stranded Here On Planet Earth.."
I can't write for entertainment, or for anyone other than myself anymore. So i'm not even going to bother, or count on anyones opinions, let lone my own. I feel so distant anymore to attempt to care ( Read more... ) -
Have no fucking clue, kill me.
"Morning, morning arrives, looking, nothing, all to typical feeling like you've just been revived, but instead derived from something, a nothing, hell. Yourself, is there, but is ceasing to exist, cause of morning such as this, situation, dire. Hell in your eyes, thoughts in your mind scattered, and a sty, an urge, cry. Minutes, hours, days, weeks ( Read more... ) -
Seven times, there will be no eighth.
So, what's happend since the last post ( Read more... ) -
I'm A Social Butterfly,
So, I really am nocturnal now, the last two times I've gotten up, have been 1:39 am, and 12:24 am...my chi is so fucked. =|
Watching "Aliens" in a couple, love that movie <3
My brit friend is being a wanker.
I play my wolfenstein, he PMs me, yahoo crashes, like it always does, then I get bitched at about it, when he knows. =| Ass.
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