hey everyone wats up. today i went to the mall with alan and nicole. then i was at aprils and didnt get home till ten. everyday even tho i dont see this person all the time..its hurts even more knowing that i love this person and im too afraid to do ne thing about it. i am so confused and i dont know what to do. im afraid of being rejected. ive ( Read more... )

hey everyone whats up? i had an ok new years. lots of fun. hung out with dave and april and daves gf kim. the other day i wrote this really long poem,well it wasnt a poem but its more like a letter so read it and tell me what u think. its called the love letter ( Read more... )

right now i am at my friend heathers. im just goin through one of those things where i just dont know what to do anymore. my emotions have set me on a drastic rollercoaster ride, but this time i dont know where im going.i wish there was something that i could do. but oh well what can i do? i wish someone else could take over right now, take away ( Read more... )

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ok this is a question for everyone...anyones advice would help. how do you tell someone that u love them and sincerely mean it? what if they aren't looking to date anyone right now? what if they are involved with someone? I am not goin to say who i am talking about for my own reasons but i just dont know how to say it!! i feel like my heart is ( Read more... )

ok last night my friend claudine called me and asked me if i wanted to move to missouri....i dont know if i would tho. legally i can but i dont know if i could because i dont wanna leave my other friends behind. I luv my friends and i cant live without tthem. i dont wanna hurt claudines feelings or ne thing. i see this as an opportunity but i just ( Read more... )

do you ever have that feeling that something isnt right in your life? well i have a feelin im losing something in my life. i dont know exactly what it is. last night i got into an argument with my friend dave after he called me called me a drama queen for getting angry about bein called ET. here is the story ( Read more... )

hey everyone merry christmas. i am 18 now. christmas was okay. spent time with my family. today i dyed my hair black and i am gettin red highlights in a week. i got a lot of neat stuff. dave got me a cute dolphin necklace. it was interesting.i am hopefully moving out soon. it is going to be cool. i hope everyone had a good christmas. bye

i am really bored. no one is home and no one wants to do anything with me. i dont know...maybe theres something about me....ergghh im bored as hell right now. I havent told my mom that i am moving in with my friend amber. oh well i dont care. right now i am sitting at home. hopefully amber will call me back and i can spend the night over there. but ( Read more... )

hey everyone...its been interesting ehh not really. school sucks as usual. im going to be moving in with my friend amber over break...awesomeness. my birthday is coming up and i will be turning 18 on christmas. i cant wait until i am outta here.i will have a life of my own and thats something ive wanted for a long time. i put in three apps this ( Read more... )