Some days I feel like I have a disease. Like there is something permanently wrong with me that people see and occasionally point out to my face. I hate hearing from people my faults, because most of them I already know and most of them I try to hide from. I feel very isolated and alone, especially in these times. I feel abnormal and wrong. People ( Read more... )

sometimes i can't help being depressed. i can't control it ( Read more... )

i just want to scream at the top of my ( Read more... )

i really tired of not being good enough for anyone.
with friends or choir or whatever the current
thing is im never good enough. like ever. i hate it
and im sick of always having to feel like i'll
never get what i want or be happy with what i do have.
it sucks a freaking lot.

i hate it when someone tells you something
and you don't know if you should keep it
to yourself or not. i hate that no matter
what i do with the information someone,
one way or another, will get hurt.

so my mother and i got in the biggest fight ( Read more... )

dear mom ( Read more... )

i hate it when little things that probably ( Read more... )

im in a very light-hearted mood
right now. i wish i could always
feel like this. it's just... so
relaxing and carefree. i dunno.
i wish i was hanging out with
people right now though cuz i
just wanna have fun mannn.
i dunno. i soo don't wanna
go to bed or school. i just
wanna BEEEEEE. jabdaka

hahaha i don't even know.

hi=]

today after school was just..
well some of it was really
good but something stupid
happened that shouldn't
bother me but it does A LOT
and i just feel like..
it put me in a bad mood sorta.
err.. i don't care to explain.
not right now anyway.