It was in the march of the winter I turned seventeen
That I bought those pills
I thought I would need
And I wrote a letter to my family
Said it's not your fault
And you've been good to me
Just lately I've been feeling
Like I don't belong
Like the ground's not mine to walk upon
And I've heard that music
Echo through the house
Where my grandmother drank
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The Calendar Hung Itself

Does he kiss your eyelids in the morning when you start to raise your head?
And does he sing to you incessantly from the space between your bed and wall?
Does he walk around all day at school with his feet inside your shoes?
Looking down every few steps to pretend he walks with you.
Does he know that place below your neck ( Read more... )

I love this.

My life has become a maelstrom of conflicting emotions. In one instant I'm suicidally depressed, and in the next the storm has broken and I'm sitting amongst the rubble of the night before with a confused expression on my face ( Read more... )

So what now? What else can possibly spring out from the shadows at me?

Marie is harassing me again. I don't have any idea what I did this time, either. I don't have to worry, though. Pretty soon Marie will send me a nasty message telling me all about it. I don't mean any disrespect, Marie. We both know you're going to do it.

*sigh*

Things just happen ( Read more... )

This is probably the funniest thing ever.

I got a job yesterday. At Taco Bell. Eh, nothing wrong with a taco, I suppose. I get to wear a hat.

Lookit my Icon. Isn't that hilarious? I thought it was...

lol

I'm not sure why I decided to update. Oh well. I don't have anythng to say anyway.

I've decided I've had enough of this day. Or at least, I've had enough of school thus far. I knew when I came in today that it wasn't going to be a good one. Well, it's not so much that it's been a bad day, just that it's been strangly easy for people to annoy me. Most of the people that go to this school annoy me, anyway. I'm not sure why it's ( Read more... )