Mmmm. time moves on inspiration changes. I wonder what i'd think if i saw myself at this age when i used to be back in high school.

soooo i really can't sleep unless it's day time ORRRRRR I'VE DRANK SOMETHING ALCOHOLIC. haha that i've- alcoholic was not supposed to be capitalized. anywho i just watched "Easy A" and yeah. it really was as amazing as i thought it'd be even though it made fun of my religion. it was cute and it had a really good cast. I'm hoping black swan will be ( Read more... )

hmm. i think i'm depressed.

went for a jog/run/walking session and it felt great to be outside. i could smell the difference of the air though, compared to being in norcal. By the time i was finishing which was only like 25 mins later i felt like i couldn't breathe. Which means i need to run harder tomorrow (in irvine!!! :D) and hydrate earlier. It was a really good chill day

omg i needed something new. something fresh. a new piece of mind.

I like turmoil. but i love life even more when i can find a new piece to be a part of. New years has been my favorite "holiday" for the past probably two years. i don't know why. It just makes me happy! I'll post more about what happens this year.

I know your good ( Read more... )

"We left campus pretty late, weaving through side streets, past an outdoor bar spilling with students standing awkwardly next to each other, dressed for mating, cackling like birds"
-Donald Miller Ch10 'To own a dragon'

Wow talk about a 180. Not seeing Jared anymore.... umm kind of have an on/off thing with Hakim... which is really weird. I don't see it going anywhere and i really don't want it to the more i think of it. I still can't deal with dating two people at once which luckily isn't the case anymore. I need to be on campus more i've decided ( Read more... )

First fire drill of the year.... today ( Read more... )

Things can change so much in a week or two. Ugh this place will either break me or help me grow. The bad part is that i hate being alone but i'm starting to get back into the groove of things. LA is so different from norcal things. I also have this guy i'm sort of dating but i'm not sure how i want that to pan out. He's interesting but we're so new ( Read more... )