Possibly Im back.. wow i havent written in almost a year, and before that many months. Reading my last couples posts too.. wow.. so glad Im not in that place anymore as far as confusion. Cant say really my mental state is much better currently but at least Ive got some stability? I dunno.. I guess I feel like I need an outlet right now. All these ( Read more... )

Its so hard to be good and make things better and be happy about what Im accomplishing when other things are sooo screwed up because it was all my fault.

I dont even know if I could describe to anyone how loved I feel right now..  today was amazing! one of the best birthdays ive had in quite awhile ( Read more... )

yo.  so things have been decent as of late?   finished my triathalon thing like 2 weeks ago... took a week off from the gym, i was okay with that... and basically and have only gone twice this week.... woops.  haha I love going but dont feel motivated for some reason.. Like my brain is totally not in it.  I dont know where it is at all but i just ( Read more... )

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So I Just found out the other day that Franz was injured over in Afghanistan.. He's been there for like 6-7 months now I believe and I worry about him and think about him a lot... and now Im like even more worried about it.   I guess a bomb went off right directly under his truck and the truck basically exploded. so he was in a hopital in germany ( Read more... )

Nothing feels right lately ( Read more... )

hi.  date 2 went well.

just dunno how i feel about it anymore.

bummers.

I just wanted to say my date went really well last week and we had a lot of fun!

Things were semi awkward at the end of the night.. haha oh well.. we've hung out with dave and jenna a few times since then so we've kinda recovered from the weirdness

but yeah... we're going out tomorrow too :)

neato.