::She stares at the bottle of pills from a distance. It's been 2 damn days since one has actually left the bottle and traveled into her brain.Smart.She suddenly realizes this after it's almost too late, she's a raging bitch, screaming at innocent people. Psycho they say, and she screams more.But they are right.At the moment she is the definition of ( Read more... )

We broke up. It's over. If this was to make me feel better than how come i feel like shit? God make this pain go away!
-molly

I'm stuck. I don't know what i want anymore. A boyfriend, or just to be a regular old single 14 year old girl. It feels like me and Patrick have come to a dead end. Nothings fun anymore. Nothings new. It's like we're worn out our welcome. "Everythings so blurry, everyones so fake. And everybodies empty and everything is so messed up." -Blurry, ( Read more... )

opposite sex survey ( Read more... )

I just wrote out a prair to God, in my diary at teenopendiary.com. I hope he heard/saw it. I really want it to happen so bad, it would just be so exciting! If you wanna go check it out, my diary name at TOD is: Internally Abused check it out. i'm out..

-gaia

I'm kinda hurt. Patrick isnt taking this seriously..i know he'll say "yea i am!", but i don't think he is. He seemed so careless of my feelings about it when i was on the phone with him. I shouldn't have to tell him that he shouldnt be hanging out with his friends if they constantly talk shit about me, i mean i would think he had enough respect for ( Read more... )

My discussion with steven ( Read more... )

The only thing you really know about me is ( Read more... )

Oh im in Ct by the way. Here's some poems i wrote a while ago that i decided to type up out of boredum ( Read more... )

I'm suppost to leave in an hour to go to the airport to catch my plane to go to CT to see muh daddy. Me n Patrick layed out in my grass last night and watched the stars, it was awsome. We're talking about how it's gonna be different next year with the different skools and with me moving. He says we have something special and that we can stay ( Read more... )