i think i am just going to keep this lj, because i am a loser like that.  bwahaha... i can't seem to part with this one.  ...i'm gonna go take a shower and a better update later

i'm getting a new lj.  so.  i'll post the link when i get it up and running.

EDIT: new lj...
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sorry for sort of... disappearing on you guys.  i think i'm obsessed with chris and i've lost interest in almost anything else and it's getting really weird.  he hasn't left my mind for like, four or five days now.  and he wasn't at school today.  and it's our last day.  adjf;adlfkja;dlfjkal; he said he would be there.  and he wasn't.  i mean, i ( Read more... )

i went to the doctor yesterday for numerous reasons.  i'm sick, insomnia is bugging the shit out of me, and to figure what what's causing my insomnia.  turns out that insomnia is actually my problem.  as in, nothing's causing it.  i got medicine for my sickness, but for medicine for the insomnia... i can't take sleeping pills.  the doctor says i'm ( Read more... )

a journal entry written to myself ( Read more... )

[ ] you go/went to a private school ( Read more... )

xi light sleeper http://www.danboczarski.com/thehushsound/0330x/62.jpg

xi light sleeper I saw that and cracked up at the look on his face

OMG its kjt HAHA. XD (7:46:52 PM):

OMG its kjt and there's a chick without a top on. XD (7:47:00 PM):

xi light sleeper ...WHERE?!

xi light sleeper i mean.

OMG its kjt right of the ghost thing. :x (7:47:11  ( Read more... )

i really should be in bed at this hour. aldfja;dfjk;adjf;adk  but insomnia, being the bitch it is, is keeping me up.  my vision is way too blurry as my fingers glide over the keyboard.  i took my meds, but they have not kicked in yet.  i took them late on accident; i had meant to take them before church, but totally forgot.  it's amazing how easily ( Read more... )

so stephen knows about allison being... pregnant.  we were in the van, talking about... people.  and he was like, 'i heard that allison was pregnant, is that true?'  i'm scared allison will be angry with them that i told him it was true, but did she want me to lie to him?  i'm not a good liar, honestly.  last time i lied, it was to haley about ( Read more... )

true = bold.  everything else is a effing lie.

01. When I was younger I made some bad decisions (Young by like .. a couple of years.)
02. I don't watch much TV these days
03. I love psychadelic mushrooms
04. I love sleeping
05. I have loads of books
06. I once slept in a toilet
07. I love playing video games
08. I like marijuana
09. I watch porn movies
10. I ( Read more... )