Whats going through my mind right now? well who knows ( Read more... )

ughh i'm so bored

chester nh is freaking boring as all hell...

especially on the weekends.

and i hate that i'm always put on hold.

FUCK THIS

found out some information tonight ( Read more... )

Its really really hard... 
being here right now... just living around you know... breathing... just breathing.
just being here.
I miss... i miss him a lot. I just wish that i'd be able to talk to him. Hell... i'd like to be with him... but i cant be... so. This is what's going to happen. I'm going to pretend i dont care. I'm going to pretend that ( Read more... )

I show my emotions through my eyes.
my face is so readable
and you probably never even cared
It doesn't matter to you that i'm dying inside                                                                                                                      or that i feel traped

at 10 minutes of 1 in the morning... with the sniffles and the head full of ( Read more... )

so much is going wrong but everything seems alright.
its not FAIR i hate being so UNHAPPY
Things just keep happening. I wish my friendship with people would last. I wish i didn't seem so... Stupid.
Yes stupid. call me emo if you want... but stupid is what it is.

Everyone else is happy. Everyone else gets things to happen correctly. Luck hates me. ( Read more... )

BALLS. Wicked balls. 
Tim's leaving for Iraq on tuesday and it makes me quite sad. :(
BALLS. It makes me want to savor every single moment i've got in life. With anyone. I mean... who knows what is going to happen over there. Who knows whats gonna happen here? 
for every  five minutes of being upset. I'm going to have 20 minutes of being happy.

BALLS

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so... my dorm flooded. YUP.... whats goin on here? i have no idea. It wasn't my hall but still they kicked us outta the dorms because its not legal for us to stay in there because there were no fire alarms and sprinkeler systems. So i'm at a hotel tonight. WIth a bunch of people. The same hotel the Girls from Adams are in...I'm going home tomrrow ( Read more... )

what happened to the days when making a mistake was... spilling the milk?

Sometimes i get frustrated with life. Like when my computer decides its going to be a bitch and shit the bed. Or when Random people decide that want to know all about me and my past. Or when people decide to cancle plans on me 2 times in a row. I feel like screaming my lungs out... or at least until they bleed. I'm so frustrated. Especially since ( Read more... )