How come everything that feels right is morally wrong... and everything that feels wrong is supposed to be correct for you to either do or say or act like? I mean we all do things that make no sense what so ever. And in doing those things we learn from our mistakes but does our heart ever heal from the breaking that happens when those who become ( Read more... )

Your day is destined to be boring. You wake up and fall back to sleep 5 or 6 times to finally get up at 1030. Shower at 11 and are dressed by 12. go out and buy supplies for your photo class and then come back home only to watch matilda on fox family and french braid your 23 year old sister's hair. Go online, watch tv then go out with your mom to ( Read more... )

Chester College... the extremely dramatic college in a little town of Chester NH. Is driving me up a freaking wall. No matter what i do these people seem to think that i'm doing something wrong. They all get angry at me and i dont even do anything. Or they dont tell me what i did to make them angry. it's so fucking rediculous. I just want to go ( Read more... )

Maybe it's my imagination... maybe its i think too much... maybe just maybe i dont like the way things are so i try to make them better and end up making them worse...Who knows... but it's gotten to the point where I dont even know what's right anymore.

Last year at this time I was so completely happy. I had a smile on my face almost every day. I ( Read more... )

my very good friend Sarah asked me to write a story about her... i started... but i didn't know wh ( Read more... )

Random thoughts ( Read more... )

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Every night at 11:11 pm i make a wish ( Read more... )

Cynthia is beginning to think that she needs to start sleeping more. However, the good things all happen after 2 am. SO she thinks that she's just going to have to take lots and lots of naps over break to catch up. haha. like that is going to happen ever ( Read more... )

why is it that all the guys i like dont like me and all the guys that i dont like seem to like me ( Read more... )