and I just remembered, that I haven't eaten a DAMNED thing yet today.... so I'm starving to death

We ( Read more... )

Happy Xmas!

Doing the usual this year, family shit. Dragging Ivan with. Fun fun.

Nothing new really...
Ryan is officially my best friend now, and vice versa. :D

People are dumb... and need to learn how to keep their goddamn mouths shut when it comes to rumors, unless they have hard fucking proof. >.< Especially when it comes to threatening MY ( Read more... )

Well, I'm engaged... to Ivan. Perfect ( Read more... )

It's been so incredibly long since I've updated. My apologies. My computer crashed, and a lot has been going on. As of today, my mom went back to her cunt-ish ways (though I was kind of a bitch by throwing in her face the fact that she was drunk driving and crashed the car into a pole and flipped it, thus totaling the fucking thing). *sighs* If she ( Read more... )

It's been so incredibly long since I've updated. My apologies. My computer crashed, and a lot has been going on. As of today, my mom went back to her cunt-ish ways (though I was kind of a bitch by throwing in her face the fact that she was drunk driving and crashed the car into a pole and flipped it, thus totaling the fucking thing). *sighs* If she ( Read more... )

2 days, school starts. Not completely looking forward to it, but I suppose it won't be too bad?

5 days, on September 12th, will be the one year anniversary of being molested... >.< what joy ( Read more... )

Mikey. Yeah, we're together now... It's, interesting, I suppose. Gotta get to know him better, heh. He pulled the "love you" thing over the phone... one of my pet peeves. Love is way too strong of a word to use it so lightly... but whatever. I'll try not to look into it too much... I always overanalyze things, which is a bad habit... I have to cut ( Read more... )

I was basically set up on a blind date tonight... All I knew: His name was Mikey, he's my age, and he has blue hair... It was at lovely Garrett's birthday party. (Happy Birthday Garrett! I love you). I had a fun time. Mikey and I hit it off. It's so odd being set up... It's never happened to me before. Also, I've never dated anyone my age... ((18- ( Read more... )

Everything's piling up. I can barely handle it anymore. I've been doing a super fucking good job at holding onto my sanity and keeping my depression at bay lately... Amazingly good. Unfortunately every once in a while it'll all sneak up on me and tear me down... Like right now...

I've been working at the Blues Fest for the past 3 days, and tomorrow's my last. Today, was the longest day, but by far the best. Thursday=8hrs, Friday=12hrs, Today(Saturday)=13hrs, and tomorrow(Sunday)=12+hrs. $6/hr... not bad ( Read more... )