when did it become a chore to see the people who raised me ( Read more... )

this week gave me the worst anxiety attacks.. so much due, so little time. but i survived.. so far.. bio test tomorrow morning ( Read more... )

Biology class is coming out to be wayy siccker than i thought it was going to be ( Read more... )

procrastination... i'm procrastinating on my take-home psychology midterm. I'm almost done so why dont i just finish it? i never finish anything truly. It's a sad habit... but habit nonetheless ( Read more... )

i cleaned the shit out of my room.. like i'm talking ALL THE SHIT in my room OUT.. it feels ssooo nice.. i can finally sit and do things i would like to do without going "shit i want to clean out my desk" or "fuck there's so much shit under my bed ( Read more... )

RECORD TIMING DOWNFALL...

i think it was a grand total of an hour?? that i was happy until i broke down and cried in my bus for about 30 minutes.. haha i'm fine now but omg that was really weird how fast that happened..

the reason isnt too important.. i just wanted to record it.. that's it.. ok bye

after a long sunny 9 hour day at school with editing, free-lancing, biology, and more editing, there is nothing better than coming home to my father, stepmother and all 3 of my brothers ( Read more... )

i got hit by  a car the other day at work... it was wayy nuts.. one of the chefs was moving his car out of the alley and didnt know it was in 2nd gear and it jolted foward and hit me and i knocked into a table and the table hit 2 other girls.. i ended up on top of the car.. it was fucking nuts.. my friend grabbed me by the arm and pullled me up, ( Read more... )

ok so i just spent like 30 minutes reading back on my entries.. wow.. my moods shift ssoo much.. there's only one where i say that i'm like mellow.. all the others are like SUPER SUPER HAPPY or super super ssaaaddd ((most of the sad ones are private)).. i dont like reading back only because it makes me realize how much my moods shift... other than ( Read more... )

I've always felt a sincere hate for our generation... but now, in the past month or two, it has reached an ultimate high.

I dont know what triggers it.. but i can be completely happy and naive like everyone else and then BAM... i see that there's too many choices of candy bars at the supermarket and think "that's not even close to being ok"...
or how ( Read more... )