wasnt goiin to but couldnt help it........
counted up ma calories for todaii
not impressed?
940
including the beer that i am drinking now
ohh why is there so much shit in this stupid fuckin world
i really cant sleep?
i dnt know if its cuz off all the FOOD....
BUT i did have 2 diet tablets
&&
i did some exercise so hopefully lost about
300? so
640
i dnt know?
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i wnt some help
i need some help...........
i relli dnt have a life any more so what
im just sick of shit!
sick of everything
whats the point
i feel like im some one esle
so one wiv no self worth
i just think all the time who am i
apart from being everything every one wants me to be
im not even angry anymore im just nothing
empty

i havnt been on here for ages.
i dnt think ive been this low in ages....
i think people like us... are lonley and i think people like us?
i dnt know? what type of person i am, or who iam? or what i wna be?
i knw im lonley and i knw i wnt some one to talk??
im sick of being on my own?
wen i spoke to her she sed ive been neglacted?
and that y i prefer to be ( Read more... )

Hii
Last tiime ii left ii post ii was completely out of Control!!!
Siince then ii thiink iive sorted ma self out? -
ii Hope lol...
ii just felt liike Liife had no meaniiing anymore.....
Siiince then me and ma Boyfriiend r back togetha!
Gotta giive hiim crediit for putttiiing up wiiv ma shit lol!
Iam an eviiil biitch sometiimes hehehehehe
ii have stoppped ( Read more... )

 Im absolutley HEARTBROKEN
My boyfriend has left me agen  i dnt know wha to do...
I have'nt  ate anything... i tried to binge but there nuffink!!
I feel asif im waastd..
Ive just cut my left wrist...ive lyk  done it so many times it doesnt even hurt anymore...
Nuffink hurts
The pain in my tummy cnt even compare........
I hate him so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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 Helllo
Today has been Hard!!
Ma mum had her cancer op.
Got me thinkiin what is liife realli about?
Dealiing wiv Shit all of the time?
Or just Never being happy?
My problems are simple.. 
I have an Ed
and a Durg Addiction.
But where does it end?
Where dos it end?
And why does no1 have that answer............

Starved myself for most of today...
Had 5 chips
Half ( Read more... )

Helllooo everyone!!!
Im back lol....
I havnt been on for ages, bcuz me and ma boyfriiiend broke up and he was kiinda onto me!! 
So ii've been haviin to keep it low key!!
He doesn't know about thiis siite yet but its onlii a matter of tym lol..
Anyway i've been doiin really welll,, ii got some diiet tablets off the iinternet and they really fuckiiiin ( Read more... )

Hi 
Things r going so bad!
Not even wiv eating,
Cuz i havnt bin!
I bin really good/ focus
Sticking to ma calories
Nd SHIT...
But i wish i neva let him go
I miss him sooo much
Nuffink right anymore without him
The onli good thing is bceause im too upset i ant bin eatin
Nd i bin exercising
I feel so helpless wivout him
I feel WORTHLESS
I feel even worse that being ( Read more... )

 OMG
Im so angrey!!
I ate so much todai!!
I just keep eating
Going on a 
STRICT diet 2morow!
xxx