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Man of the moment
Wow! I am sick and life is weird. Jamie doesn't want to get around me cause he thinks I have raging mono like when you first get it and he doesn't want to get his boys sick or him. I dont though I'm just having complications from stress and not taking care of myself right. He just really doesnt know how to love properly. If you really love someone ( Read more... ) -
Alone again naturally...
Now before you go and feel sorry for me you should know that I am actually relieved that I am single. I am so sick of these assholes playing games with my heart. I gotta quit giving people a chance I really don't like just because they give me the kind of instant attention I for some reason require. It's alone time for Mae-Mae. Well I got alot of ( Read more... ) -
Yes!!!
All is well in my world!! Except I eat to much!! I'm gonna fix thst though!! I refuse to feel fat and look bad naked!! Workout time is upon me once again oh and no Sonic unless its for tea!! I want things to work out with Jamie! I like him so much!! -
Look what you did!!!
I have been lied to and let down once again. I am giving up on a relationship right now. I plan on having sex with hot people and having fun and doing me. Jamie is such an ass he wants to be friends but he doesnt wanna talk about the real reason he broke up with me and he gets an attitude when I ask him about it he's fucking pathetic it makes me ( Read more... ) -
Im all aglow by the passion of love
Whatever!! So last time my dad saw me he said I was glowing which makes me think I might be pregnant because Im not that happy to be glowing but he is alittle crazy and maybe it's because he hasnt seen me in awhile!! I slept way to much this weekend and I have alot of projects/papers coming up this week! I gotta get on the ball and get them done!! ( Read more... ) -
Worry and Wonder
This has been the most random fucked up week ever! Fall break and jamie not having to work during the day has got me all fucked up. I m going into work at 11 today just to shut the assholes up at work for a while.Everything has just been weird but thats how life goes sometimes. It cant always be comfortable and the same. Jamie is going well. OMG! I ( Read more... ) -
I find myself falling in lust mostly.....
Well alot is going on right now. I hate when I get to the times in life when you have to wait. May it be on love, a friend, or anything in general. I worry about the future to much but only on really important things. Like lets say for instant a particular guy. I hope as I get older that I can learn to control this particular anxiety. I finally ( Read more... ) -
Im building bridges straight to your heart...
Well anyways I broke with adam saturday night and sunday morning again bc he was to drunk to remember me breaking up with him sat. night. It was just very clear that we dont need to be together anymore. He is still emotionally depressed about the last time we broke up and doesnt trust me. He has alot of issues he needs to work out on his own before ( Read more... ) -
I am so damn tired I could fall over and die
I got a grand total of 3 hours of sleep last night!! YAY!! Yeah right!! Lauren's grandpa died yesterday morning so I gotta give her a call today. Her precious ass is probably very distraught!! Right now Jamie is the best sex I've ever had in my life and I like it! He brings out the animal in me!! I want it all the time!! I wish I was SINGLE! So I ( Read more... ) -
mopeing around
I found out sunday that one of my friends is at Vanderbilt in critical condition.Some asshole on the interstate clipped the back of her car and flipped her car and then her out of it. She has a 2% chance of living and if she does she will be paralized from the neck down for the rest of her life. I am just so confused and upset about it. Because out ( Read more... )