so not feeling good and driving an hour to school is not so much fun. life is good over all i am really busy most days and i feel that i need to study more but i am just not so motivated but i think it will come soon, i hope. haha. other then that i am working the weekends and mainly closing friday to sunday and it sucks case it is sucking up any ( Read more... )

life is confusing, sometimes i am happy i keep most of the details to myself cause otherwise i could end up really embarassed, however it is kind of sad that i really did realize that i'm going to be single for a long time. . .mainly due to how busy and lack of free time to meet anyone new and lack of actual boys to date that i already know. ( Read more... )

well i finally got drunk last night (friday). it was a blast! haha go figure

why can't the day be like 30ish hours i need sleep but i also need the time to read all of the freakin assignments i keep on getting. . .who assigns 50 page to read in one weekend i mean come on people take other classes and have jobs. . .oh well i am more then half done and i hopefully will finsh in time. . .other then that i am having fun being a ( Read more... )

i got in the college of education at usf. . .i rule right now!!!!

i wish it was september already...

I HATE BULLYING ( Read more... )

so i didn't get the wendy's scholarship this year. . .reason why is beyond me, what "they" *they being my boss's boss and others* decide to be fair new people that have not gotten it with good grade that applied would get it first so that took the first four spots and there was one more spot. however, sadly they picked crystal to get it, why i don' ( Read more... )

so i got an ipod today. . .i loading all the burned cd that justus gave me right now. . .its a weird feeling. . .i can't stop myslef from smiling yet my eye watered up as soon as the music started to play. . .i live my ipod so much more now for this memory

so jordan really got me to think today. . .maybe i am deep down a mean person that trys hard everyday to be nice but deep down i'm mean and can't help it. i have been told several times that i show no emotion. . .happy or sad that seem really that i am robot like ( i mean even Justus told me this back in the day and called me a robot) then thinking ( Read more... )