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Synopsis 2010
This is the year in review for me. As I write this; I'm flooded with thought I can't quite lock in on. Feeling of sorrow, wonder, anger, and even confussion swarm thru me. Of all the years I have reviewed; this is one of the most compelling, painful, and wonderous to date ( Read more... ) -
July 23, 2010 - The Aftermath: Holidays
For those who are not familiar with the date in the subject line; that was the date my father passed away. That was the last of my parents on this planet. Now I am alone more or less. Now comes the aftermath of that. And one(1) of the most painful times of the year to be alone; the first major holidays without either of my parents. So this is whats ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Hey, big spender
If its their own money then I say have a ball, if they get people who are that generous if not gullable, fine. Just don't use any tax payers money to do it. The republicans hate the democrats, the democrats don't like the republicans, and I don't know where the independents fit in. As far as I'm concerned; these politicians salaries are too big as ( Read more... ) -
Tribulation: Decision
Its been about 9 weeks since my father's passing. The paperwork has me bogged down for now; though the surrealness of both my parents being gone is wearing off and my focus is beginning to return in mass. Which is good cause I need it back and need it bad. But I guess thats what happens when u go thru something like this. None the less, I have to ( Read more... ) -
Aftermath: Trials and Tribulations.
Nearly four(4) weeks have passed since my father's passing. It has been somewhat of a stuggle to create a new sense of normal everyday life. Having had nearly all my time taken up before and now I have blocks on top of blocks of time at my fingertips. Now the question becomes...How do I proceed? Their are so many options right now its almost ( Read more... ) -
The end of an old age, the dawning of a new age
The day that I have foreseen has finally come to pass. Last friday my father passed away from complications due to the disease of Alzheimer's that he had been battling for more than a year. The ceremony has already been performed; my father wanted it Phillopinio style. Ask if u want to know more. I've only heard of this recently myself. Unless some ( Read more... ) -
Transformation
A new month has now dawned; the time is going by so fast its mind boggling. Time is a powerful force and can't be controlled by no one(1) less than god himself. But we can use it to our advantage if we really want to ( Read more... ) -
Paradox Rising
A lot of activity has taken place recently; in all areas accross the board. And though I feel more pressure than ever; I'm holding my own and then some. The burden of command doesn't get easier and it never will. And thats what I am now...IN COMMAND ( Read more... ) -
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This is my first entry in a while due to the fact that I have lost my old computer. I now have a new computer that is up to date with Windows 7 and a faster processor and awesome display. I'm very pleased with it ( Read more... ) -
Endings and Beginning
As the cold season comes to an end; everyone is looking forward to some much needed warmth, traveling, and more. But for me; this means more than any of that. For a long time I have stayed in my family home, helped with family matters and illness, I've have seen family members born and die. I myself was more or less born in the family home, I've ( Read more... )