As the new year rages on; things are beginning to get into place but not fast or efficient enough for me. Although some say I'm too forceful, I've learned over the years that sometimes u have to just punch your way thru as oppose to waiting and/or trying to find an opening. Sometimes u must create your own. This way of thinking has not set too well ( Read more... )

A lot has happened since late last year. Some good, some bad, most of it has been in my favor ( Read more... )

A lot has been going on since my last entry. My father is set to be released from the rehab center this coming thursday after undergoing some therapy and training to help him deal with his Altheimer's disease that plagues him. My brother will arrive wednesday to welcome and assist him home. This gives me great reservation; for I have been alone ( Read more... )

As the seasons change and fall become winter, I reflect on a number of things. One(1) is that we might very well have another green xmas like last year. Their wasn't much snow @ all. Another is the future; what to make of it, and how to begin shaping it to one(1) that I want. I just need that one(1) major thing to pick up and give me the leverage I ( Read more... )

For the last few weeks, my old man has been in Rehab undergoing OT to get himself strong again. Yesterday, I got a call about him telling me that they are considering discarging him as early as next week. I am schedueled to go to a meeting with his therapist tomorrow after I get off work. I need to make an outline of stuff. Part of me is hoping he ( Read more... )

The last few days have been hectic. Most of it due to Black Friday, the biggest sale day of the season. Though it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. Compared to last year's, it was fairly tame. Though that doesn't count the weekend where the GM wanted three(3) people on staff instead of the usual two(2). That didn't make a lot of people happy ( Read more... )

The day of thanks has come once again. What do I have to be thankful for? Quite a bit I would have to say. Great friends, some cool family members, hot acquaintances, the best boss I've ever known, and more. Sometimes we forget about those things in everyday life. Its a pitty it takes a special day to remind us. I'll do my best not to forget again ( Read more... )

My brother has returned to NC and I am once again on my own here @ the house. I have access to pretty much all I need right now, my father continues his OT, and I prepare for the biggest sale day of the entire year @ work. And with it,other problems as well. As I continue on the strange but wonderful path of solitude, I find myself with a odd peace ( Read more... )

Recent events have shown me that I must now make a decision on the next path to take. I have reached the crossroads once more and must again choose. Options ( Read more... )

Right now my father is in the one(1) place my mother was and the one(1) place I have longed to put him for payback. A nursing home. Its mainly for rehab but his future is uncertain from my standpoint. Revenge is not as sweet as I thought it would be. Its not what I want anymore; I believe my time in mostly solitude has affected my focus and changed ( Read more... )