so i havent talked to my sister in like...2 weeks. and its really starting to take a toll on me. :( I miss her alot, and i really wish i had her to talk to right now. But anyways ( Read more... )

So there is this boy, and I've kinda "liked" him for a while now. But I don't know. Hes sweet and funny. Smart and absolutely beautiful. Part of me doesn't want to like him. Liking people is too hard, and it never ends up working out. But part of me is saying screw it. He's perfect. He's everything. I guess it's hard to finally decide what you want ( Read more... )

Well i guess im going to write my final entry of 2005. And i must say, this year has been an interesting one. lol But for some reason, it went by really fast. There are so many things that have happened this year. I lost a best friend, I've gained so many more, I got over people, I fell for an amazing beautiful smart boy, I learned that people wont ( Read more... )

Fade in, start the scene ( Read more... )

i refuse to be upset about this.

So life right now pretty much sucks. There are so many things that i want to change, i just dont know where to begin. I miss the times when things were so much easier. When you could call your friend and tell them anything knowing that they wouldnt tell. When you trusted everyone you met, and no one had mean intentions. When guys had cooties and it ( Read more... )

you know, i believe everything happens for a reason. That if something is ment to be, it will be. But sometimes you feel as though you have no one on your side, and the task at hand is a million miles away. I guess really its just a matter of faith as some may say. But when you want something so bad, its hard to believe that just relying on faith ( Read more... )

i see him,
and my whole day lights up.
=]

well so i like this guy.
and he is absolutely amazing,
not to mention gorgeous. =]
yeah...thats all. lol

Later Loves.

Well hey there darlings ( Read more... )