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bye justineybabe....it's been real, but it's time to sign off and start fresh.

This is the second to last entry in this journal...keep your eyes peeled for the next update, it'll have details as to where you can read about my miserable existance in the future...

You know what, I'm really annoyed with so many people right now it's not even funny. It sucks. Some of the peole I am the closest too are just pissing me off lately, or making me feel like I don't matter, what I think has no weight. Well let me tell you, who I am, what I think and how I feel are all very important and if those things don't ( Read more... )

I'm bringing Jeff up to the Tanger Outlets in a few weeks and then we're spending the night at this awesome B&B up there that looks over Lake Winnisquam. I'm so stoked. I reserved the "Bear's Den" suite, which consists of the entire top floor of the building, I'm excited like whoa!! I've never done something like this before, and Jeff's never ( Read more... )

I'm not engaged, just waiting...just to clear that up, I know the people that really care have called me and asked, or contacted me somehow, other people just seem to be talking about it ( Read more... )

So, I have this ring on my left hand now, and I rather like how it looks there, and I really can't wait until a second one is placed there, but I know it will happen, sometime soon. So, as these things are happening in my life, I decided that I never want to have children. Jeff and I talked about it and we figured the world has enough people in ( Read more... )

I love jeffrey, he makes me so happy. He's just so wonderful! He's leaving on friday though, and I will miss him. But he will be back, and he'll have a great tan, and he'll just look amazing! And maybe he'll bring presents! (j/k) Anyway, I happen to be at kinko's with my jeffrey right now, and I'm rather happy to be spending this time with ( Read more... )

I did have a lot to say, and I wrote it all out but the phone rang and I got disconnected, so I gave up on writing my nice long entry.

I just want to say thanks to three of the best friends ever...you know who you are. PG, JH, RP

Sometimes I wish everything would just stop. Like I was in a movie and everything around me was paused, except I kept going and then when I wanted everything else to keep going it would just start again. I don't know why I wish my life was like that right now, but it would make it a whole lot easier on me ( Read more... )

*It's hard being the only person you know in a room of 30.  It's even harder when you don't completely know yourself.
*Making friends over a HUGE bag of tootsie rolls is lots of fun! 
*Marissa lies about needing salt...potatoes, ha!
*Rearranging your room constantly, while it may be back breaking, is also quite fun!  It adds a little flavor to one's ( Read more... )