Yes, he lives ( Read more... )

I know it's been a while since I have posted. Truth be told I haven't really been all that motivated...to do that or much of anything lately. Yes my job is getting slightly more bearable but that doesn't change the fact that I want out...and fast. Oh and they cut my hours back down to 30 too. I did the math and found out that at this rate, I ( Read more... )

Well at the very least the theater is starting to steadily give me more hours. So hopefully this means that I won't be in dire financial straits once grandma's money runs out. Although they still need to learn that since I am dependant on the busses for transportation that I can't work once they stop running...oh well nothing a little shock ( Read more... )

My grandparents sure didn't waste any time getting back to me. Hence the earliness of this update. They are not only helping me with this months rent, but next months as well. And if that weren't enough they sent me some extra too. They can see that I am really trying hard to keep things going. So I had better not let them down. I'm going to ( Read more... )

Well today I sent a message to my grandmother asking for her help with paying this month's rent. I had to since I am not getting paid until next week. And even then my first check will be only for about 6 hours worth. And I only got 20 over the last week. I hope I either end up getting more hours soon, or can secure myself a second job during ( Read more... )

So I have been actually working at the theater for a couple of nights now. At the very least I feel like I could possibly fit there. And hopefully they will be giving me more than just 20 hours a week soon. After all this place of mine doesn't pay for itself and 20 a week just doesn't cut it. I am going to see what I can do about maybe getting ( Read more... )

I've probably said this a million times before, but I fucking hate migraines. Got hit with one earlier today. Frankly I am surprised that I haven't had one sooner or more of them with all the bad that happened a while ago. I wonder if that says that I am at least physically able to handle stress more. Anyway I kind of started work today. Ok ( Read more... )

Today I was once again awakened by the phone ringing. Only this time it wasn't a telemarketer. The theater called me and asked if I wanted to come in and fill out the paperwork. So as of tomorrow, I have a job once again. I would just like to take this opportunity to give a big resounding "FUCK YEAH!" Now if only Pitt would hurry up and make ( Read more... )

Well today was the start of my attempt to shape myself up....or at least my body anyway. With the aid of my friend Heather I went to the gym at the Peterson Events Center. I had a hell of alot more energy to burn than I've had lately. But I think most surprising to me was the racketball session. I not only hit with surprising accuracy, but ( Read more... )

Well I had the interview today...once again I won't know anything for a few days. I'd like to think that I made an impression, and that maybe just maybe they will give me a job. But I just have so much trouble staying positive anymore. Yet despite all of my real problems, my thoughts keep drifting back to her. I don't think I have made any ( Read more... )