Past few days have been AWFUL. MUCH STRESS and only a fraction of that was Holidays. I dreaded Christmas Eve and knew it would UBER-SUCK...hit very very dark times Christmas Eve morning on the way to work...when you just drive to work down the freeway at 70mph and stare at the concrete barrier and wonder just HOW MUCH damage it could do...and ( Read more... )

This shit peeves me on several levels ( Read more... )

Friendsmas was FIERCE! Good friends and good times. Thanks again Liz-n-Mike for hosting! After Doyle decided to drive home at 1:30 am when all were about to go to bed...me, in the jeep, head flailing all around and about the last 30 something-ish minutes were rough on him. Of course, this was his CHOICE and I was exhausted and grumpy...not good ( Read more... )

And here I sit...at work...reception desk...few other people here, but tucked into their desks while they run their reports and spam the latest call center statistics to executives. Silence, the whir of ventilation system overhead and the dripping rain outside. The slightest fragrance of coffee in the air and a trace of my cologne. Red sweater ( Read more... )

You'd think I was in a depression (I'm not) for the amount of sleep my body is craving. I could stay in bed all day and be perectly happy. I get up at 4 am (my body's doing, not mine) and do things and stuff until about 12pm or 2pm...I suddenly become exhausted, very irritable and ....just tired. I go lie down...wake up 2 to 3.5 hours later ( Read more... )

So, my very good friend BJ (work with her) decides she's having a bday party for me and starts planning it...without consulting me...now, my thing is....you've waited till the month OF the bday to do this and you expect people to show up this close to a holiday...spells disaster and no one will show up. I ask her questions: WHEN are you planning ( Read more... )

the group is K7 and the song is Come baby Come....wtf does that lady singing in the background say??? Something about barbeque leeeeggggssss? I looked up the lyrics online and it doesn't say anything about what she is singing and it's pissing me off.

Got paid today...unexpected...thot that would occur Friday! And it's all spent already between rent and car payment...that was a depressing realization. Whatever, it's only money...I'm not going hungry and I'm not cold/homeless...contentment, right? *centers himself with deep breaths and 5 seconds of mind flushing*...I'm still broke...*sigh ( Read more... )

Finished reading the 4th book in Twilight Series (700 freaking pages) in about 4 days...a record for me...the book was AWESOME! Lots of huge events and happenings. Now I feel empty and need another book lol ( Read more... )

Going to READ most of the weekend. Sunday, we plan on going to see Twilight...anxious to see if they've totally screwed things up ( Read more... )