I've been riding on a cloud all day...I didn't get home until 4:45 am and then I woke up at 9:30. I figured I'd fall asleep again for a few hours but I never did. I'm not tired tho and I haven't been at all today, I am pretty sure I am running on adrenaline. Adrenaline fueled by love. Amazing, incredible and so so right, those are just some of the ( Read more... )

My patience paid off!! It wasn't easy but I did it and he came to me. He said he wants to see me! Do you know how amazing that makes me feel? Let me just tell you, it feels so good to get some confirmation that I'm not the only one missing him. It feels good to know that he misses me too and that I matter to him.He said he "just wants to see me, ( Read more... )

So much on my mind tonight... I am spinning...my mind is on overload. Life is good it really is but it is so unfair sometimes. I'm sick of waiting. I am sick of waiting for "someday". Its that logic vs emotion/ head vs heart thing...its a constant battle and some days the emotion is stronger and my mind races, thankfully the logic has been keeping ( Read more... )

Life is full of ups and downs but it is good and it is worth it ( Read more... )

So I've decided that iTunes is SOOO friggin user UN-friendly. I really don't get why they makes every little friggin thing so freakin complicated. I let my cousin plug her iPhone in on my computer to charge it and it automatically synced and not it won't recognize my phone and it says I need to restore to its original settings for it to recognize ( Read more... )

I am super tired tonight. I had a long but good day. Got to spend some quality time with my mom then we went to my uncle's to celebrate my cousin's 18th birthday. It was fun. Guess I'm next ( Read more... )

Got my new phone today. iPhone 4S... I am really happy with it. I considered sticking with Droid cuz that what I've had and that's what most people I know have but I figured this way I get a cell phone and an iPod for the same price, so it seemed like a better deal. I just uploaded my music that I had on my computer to it, and tomorrow I'm gonna ( Read more... )

Today has been tough. I mean it was a good day at work and that part wasn't tough but the world inside my head was loud and busy with thoughts of missing him, my summer love. Its constant and no matter what I do it won't let up. I really really want to talk to him but I don't know what to say to get the kind of response I'm looking for. I want him ( Read more... )

Feel like I don't have much to say tonight...I worked today from 9:30 to 2...it feels good to have a place to go that makes me feel so incredibly useful and wanted. When I get there people and animals alike are very happy to see me. That's a really good feeling. It has been so long since I had a place to go where I feel needed and valued and I ( Read more... )

I know by now that when one emotion or thought is plaguing you and it feels like you will feel that way forever, that you won't and that life will go on and time will change things. But when I'm in it sometimes it feels so incredibly endless. Just sick of feeling lonely and missing what I had in the past. Really just longing to feel a connection ( Read more... )