i don't like when people say "live life with no regrets" 
that's bullshit.
yeah whatever, i understand the whole learn from your mistakes crap.
but sometimes there's nothing to learn.
and you just regret what happened.
and you wish things were different.
i do.

so excuse me time, 
but i wish you would rewind.
i have some regrets that i'd like you to take ( Read more... )

yeah, so that's how i've felt lately.
It's true, things haven't exactly gone my way the past few weeks, but im so happy. Life is going well, and i love it. Even when things go wrong, there is has been at least one thing in my life that has kept me laughing, and i'm really thankful for that.  I'm praying it doesnt let me down.

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so the only thing i have to say right now is that i'm scared growing up ( Read more... )

the fallout.....

i have no idea what i want out of life.
all i know is that i want out of life.

life's okay and all ( Read more... )

i hate high school.
it sucks.
anyone who said,
"high school was the best years of my life"
must have ended up being a janitor, 
or living in a trailor park,
or something equally sucky.

but i will give high school one thing to its credit:
you learn a lot.
you learn a lot about people.
you learn a lot about yourself.
you learn a lot about what you should and ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MOST FAVORITE........................BBBRRRIIIIIIAAAAAAANNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hope its great, m'dear!

URGH I JUST WANT TO HURT THINGS. 
people, preferably, but i dont have the guts to hurt other people.

i want to go to college. 
i want to move away.
i want to be done.
i want help.

i'm sick of pleasing people.
i'm sick of working so damn hard.
i'm sick of being sick.
i am so fucking sick of life.

i miss the person i used to be.
i miss being genuinely cared ( Read more... )

okay guys, i dont know how many of you were planning to go to homecoming. but if you are and you're a senior (or if you're going with a senior, whatever) then Julianne and I had a fab. idea......80s theme?? yep, we're wearing horrible dresses, and we want to get a lot of ppl in on the idea. it'll be fun. we can all go together and its our senior ( Read more... )