I'm afraid I'm having to question my assumptions on so many things. It is said those who are comfortable don't rock the boat. What if the standard for what is comfortable can be changed, if an ever more meaningless existence can be satisfying, if suddenly not even living anymore is totally acceptable, and people have no desire to press for anything ( Read more... )

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So the church says if you support this, don't seek communion, you are a sinner. if you are gay, don't come, you're a sinner, you are at one with evil if you support politicians for being pro choice, you are a sinner, don't come. For being such godly theologians, it strikes me these pillars of faith have forgotten something. Jesus, our lord and ( Read more... )

tonight is saturday, as is my quiet ritual, I will spend the dark portion of the evening trying to be productive in some way. productivity is my only release and escape from productivity. I feel no credit for what I do under direction. I feel it is just me acting as a machine, and it scares me. worse yet, i seem to objectively be my best at work, ( Read more... )

Your Dominant Intelligence is Logical-Mathematical Intelligence


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Everything unpleasant in my life feels like it has all collided at its nexus ( Read more... )

I am a believer. Leading is to take to empower people to realize the greatest of their dreams in hopes of creating a better world from the collective brilliance. I can't win though, so if I must always be one hidden in the shadows, shouldn't I shade myself in the eclipse of the most brilliant of stars? Or maybe I'm hidden all the same, and mine ( Read more... )

Yeah, so apparently my dad had a stroke. he's ok, but they said he's at real risk to have an aneurism, they found something on his lung and his kidney. He also said he really doesn't think he's going back to the doctor. jesus christ.

So college is freedom, freedom from what ( Read more... )