it will all get better, i promise

"this is my heart, be careful its so hard to mend"

"I believe it's gonna end again, all for naught. My philosophy is things are just as wrong as they seem I believe it's gonna end this way, atrocity. Do you believe in love
Like I believe in pain"
"And now I'm convinced on the inside that something's wrong with me Convincd on the inside you're so much more than me"

"do u believe in love? like i believe in pain" Seether

i wont bother elaborate on what i wrote yesterday... there's nothing to elaborate on... i miss playing pool with mike, meg and matt. fun times. on the other side of things... lisa ran into steven... hooray :) now i can get in touch with him again

i want to hang out with mike and megan someday in the future

i never should have let go of becca. no i wasnt 100 percent happy but i wasnt so miserable either at least i dont remember or whatever. i dont like being by myself.all i want is for someone to love me again.

"You know my name. You know my face.You'd know my heart if you knew my place"
"I'll be here for you 'til my heart is black and blue" breaking benjamin

the nightmare wont go away. the idiots(becca*the x* and chris*my chef* wont leave me alone. and i really feel sad and tired. i cant explain what i feel or why. theres only one person who understands. i would do anything for that person just to see this person be ok and happy, i mean it.

i feel sad right now, not sure why even.... oh well i'll live on