feeling that nothingness ( Read more... )

What am I doing here? Why am I living?

"here, here I am again ( Read more... )

Well my car is working but I definitely need to be looking into getting a new one real soon. Something with air conditioning would be great! I got my schedule today as well. I only work two days out of seven. Which is only 16 hours. Definitely not enough. She told me next week I should have more hours but if I don't then I have to get another ( Read more... )

well last night i worked from 2 to 10:30. when i went on break my car wouldn't start then i realized i had left my lights on since 3 and it was 7:30. well i have no idea about cars with this sort of thing. i mean i know how to change the oil and some other things but not 'jump' it. (i called it 'shocking' it) i called miranda on her cellular( ( Read more... )

JODY'S RESULTS:
Your Sexual Lucky Charm: Blue Moons
You're a great lover - into satisfying your lover more than yourself.
But you don't like to initiate things, you rather lie back and be ravished.
And you've always got your lucky furry cuffs, incase your partner is feeling kinky.

MY RESULTS:

It has been totally ugly outside for the past few days and it is showing no sign of clearing up:( How sad!!

'she' hurt me more than ever. what was i thinking? i cannot think about anything else but those simple words. my heart is bleeding. and my mind is freezing. my body is...

and i wonder 'why' i do not deserve to be happy

"I'm tired of being what you want me to be ( Read more... )