a note to true love ( Read more... )

so true love dsn't exist for some people. this is like saying only rich people get to really spend money. the rest of us just have to make due with what we have. we love what we can and make due. we might get a dog or cat to fill in the gaps that our other partner cant quite fill by them self ( Read more... )

i believe i just realized that me and the other are really done. like done done. like making life plans with the replacement. how fucking crazy is that shit? i never knew that this could happen. what should i do? i have nothing. i am nothing now. i dont even find interest in me.

well...things dont always go as we plan them do they? i'm not too worried. come what may right? i'm too damn lazy to live and a coward to boot

Boy: if we never see each other how will we mate to create our perfect children? It is important for humans to have our offspring. If all else I still must fertilize your eggs. Just call me when you’re ready.

Girl: ok. I will do that. Your funny baby. Well I’m at work, but I’ll call you when I get off. And yeah, we would have perfect children.

Boy ( Read more... )

i would like to explain this in any other way but this one...but it seems unavoidable. God. please, don't take this the wrong way. understand that to realize this you must first realize that this is not a position...status...god dose not exist to judge...or hold power over anything. and to first realize this, it is the begging of understanding what ( Read more... )

how can anyone love someone who they cant trust...who dnst trust them in return? ...when will i trust again? what's the point? ...i'm just going to fall in love again and fuck up again in some way. ...guess i have to trust myself first. :) i love that music always knows how i feel...no matter how fake it is. i can always pour my feelings out in a ( Read more... )

i'm thinking entirely too much about the decision i have made...and i'm unsure why. it bothers me that i dont know how i feel. maybe it's too mixed...maybe i dont know how to feel. is it loss? regret? disappointment? (and if so in myself or others?) i dont feel asif there was anything i could have done one way or the other. the facts stood clear as ( Read more... )

i wish i could just dissappear from the plain of existance - depressing ( Read more... )

i can feel that. i can always feel that. but this one was good. and yet i smile and welcome it. if they had a song for this it might even make me cry from the utter ease i feel. and other's...could never under stand the beauty. how can you sing a sunset? how can you sing a first kiss? finely, the closure em spoke of. seemed so much easier said then ( Read more... )