it really always was april that mattered most, strange how november seem to be so destructive and april always started with something new and wonderful. july always went by so fast. my birthdays soon. rocknroll

mattw.

so i completed all of my IOP tonight. im finally free and healthy and blah blah blah. im still a shitty person but now i dont have to see a shrink about it anymore; atleast for a while or forever if things go well. it was a crazy lil learning experiance going through the program in the end now im glad i did it because i feel a whole lot better ( Read more... )

"She struggled through her life and all she wanted was The Boy." he said. "Upon finally meeting The Boy she was given the choice of The Boy, or the Drums." he uttered without emotion. "Really?" replied the fellow. "She chose the drums." he turned and announced to the fellow. A drum roll began and the blade of an axe comes down with full force onto ( Read more... )

the good life beckons, lets begin.

mattw.

tune the piano i think this song is out of key ( Read more... )

life is a circle of dramatic irony and events that we all share in one way or another someday. karma is a bitch and a passionate lover all at the same time i know i get mine and ill get worse because its all in the cards. sometimes a full house isnt enough to win a hand though and all of a sudden all of those chances for victory are out the door ( Read more... )

so it totally got a job at bj's today, im going to be an official bjer. WOOOOOOO!!!!!

mattw.

i went to flag this weekend and had a really good time. even with having to pay 60$ to just get a spare key for my truck. ROCKNROLL man ROCKNROLL

mattw.

i imagine their is a semi crowded room with people i know and some i dont know people ive only had brief encounters with in heaven somewhere and everyone still stands in their little groups like they were the first to reach the party and they dont really know anyone there. standing around smoking ciggerettes talking about nothing but having a good ( Read more... )

the convictions starting with mine lead us to locked rooms inside your head, while they wait beside your hospital bed we know its too late to go back and change whats done so lets change history and go back to when it all meant just a little bit more. just a little bit more.

mattw.