had a good day with collin<3
got a job... assuming im able to pass a drug test...
hung out with some buddies...<3
(jay, jeff, trevor, cam, devin & davis)
nip/tuck rocked my socks.
and i saw me some fight club.
i guess that was basically my day.

&& it started out so horrible.
i woke up for my interview,
and my power was out.
so i had to rush to india to get ( Read more... )

i am definitly my own worsed enemy.
how could i be so fucking stupid?
it wasnt a game.
it was my life i was fucking with.
what, a couple of hourse fo sedated ammusment?
now what?
now i have to pay the price.
like a god damn moron.
i hate myself.
for losing the one person i wanted to spend the rest of my life with.

i just want to feel wanted.
and in all honesty... i do not want to be single, i fear it more than anything... once i met him, i was already ready for a relationship.
and im still ready for one. i dont want to be single, i got bored of it back then... now im afraid. i dont know how to be... and. i dont want to run around making drunk mistakes... and ( Read more... )

Sophia Pinckney<3
i love you... its a sec-a-ret....<3

why does life have this funny little way of making me seem like the bad guy ( Read more... )

sooo...
dads out of town right now.
for a horrible reason.
but still...
alone is what i am,
im not aloud to drive...
so people should visit me here in this empty house...
it could be tite...

do you see my persuasion tactics????♥

im stoned.

its true.

you wish you were me.

but youre not.

too bad for you.

it must really suck to be you.

since youre not me.

bummer.

i havn't written in a bagillion years... because... no reason really...

i have had one of the greatest weeks of my life...
the love of my lifes parents have been out of town... they come home tonight...
BUT!!! my dad went out of town for the weekend yesterday...
close buddies tonight perhaps...

i made up my mind last night that sophia is definitly my ( Read more... )

that people would get over themselves long enough to realize what they are doing to someone else ( Read more... )

"just go to bed"

im worrying about my friends.
even though were not as close anymore.
their recent livejournals are not sounding too great...
at all.

i wish i could do something to help.

about me:
ill admit that something is not right with me.
my moods are going insane.
ill be really happy...
and then get really sad.

ill want to talk about something to collin ( Read more... )