my little sister wrote this. i hope she doesn't mind i stole it, i'm in awe of her and all i can do is shut up and let her words sink in ( Read more... )

how am i supposed to say goodbye to sean in eighteen days? i mean were in the middle of bickering and fighting for no reason but im still so heartbroken that i have to let him go. im losing everything when i lose him. my life will thrown so far off. i wont know what to do without him. hes not even gone yet and i cant stop crying i can barely see ( Read more... )

so this summer had been weird because not only did i get my frist realish job, not like career job but the kind i get 3 figure salary paychecks-hey big spendaaaa- but also because i didnt see my friends. i mean yea ive seen bre&jeff a couple times, annie&sean once, willie and matt were there..?, i saw hannah's mom, i didnt spend the 4th in cville ( Read more... )

i just gave my two week notice. in exactly two weeks i end my season at the princess bayside. its bitter sweet, but ill be back nxt year. my boss already said she'll hire me "in a second" :o ( Read more... )

when i look back on this school year, its been a year of loss. but where there's loss there's gain, right? from gym meet, to the morris's, to mr. manocheh. i've cried so many times this year but somehow its been such an incredible year. i think with loss come growth and boy have i grown ( Read more... )

so i havent written in here forever ( Read more... )

im in a down spot. the worst thing about this downspot is that i was just told i shouldnt be having these down spots any longer but here i am. so ive decided im just a drama queen and no ne should even try to put up with me. the friends i have are angels but they can leave now cause iv lost my mind. its hard watching everyon be in their happiest ( Read more... )

so i dont really have anything to post about ive just started typing cause i can and feel like something good would come out of posting i dont know im in a wierd mood. i feel like a lot of things are changing but im not sure i dont really know where i am in life. you know how sometimes you have absolutely no reason to be hapy but you are, you just ( Read more... )

"you see me at my weakest, but you take me as i am." youve meant more to me than ill ever be able to say. youre the only person thats ever understood and accepted me totally while knowing every little thing that goes on. i just cant even express how grateful and thankful i am to you or how much i absolutely adore you ( Read more... )

i leave for europe today. rome&the vatican city, pisa, nice, monaco, florence, versailles and paris. :o) im nervous, ive never been without my family, moreover MY BROTHER, for ten days. i rarely, if ever, go without at least texting breanna but shell be off with jeff so im sure thats all good. ill miss her so much. its times like these you notice ( Read more... )